Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Progress

The scale is still not moving how I want, 
but the inches are coming off!
SEE!

Starting profile
NOW!!


total weight lost is at
6 lbs
and
11.5 inches!!

ps... excuse my kitchen:)

Monday, February 6, 2012

completely unrelated, and a bit about me...

via pinterest
Next Monday is a big day for me, it is the kick off 
of our
celebration!

Last year i was asked why I relay...

 I really had to think about that, do a lot of deep soul searching.


 I relay for research.


 Plain and simple.

My cousin lost her battle with Acute myeloid leukemia the year she turned 16, 
but she was also a part of something huge.....
 She was involved in a clinical trial of Gleevec in kids,
Gleevec saves so many lives now.
 She got it....

My dad, when he got his Terminal diagnosis, 
did he lay down and die?? 
Absolutely not.
 He enroled in a Clinical trial for a drug that was supposed to shrink tumors.... and it did for a while. He continued to hope and fight.
 My dad got it......

Now I come back to why I relay... 
What these to amazing fighters taught me, 
without research nothing will change. 

Every cancer will be just as 
deadly
just as
 nasty,

 So maybe i will use my misfortune and loss 
to help someone else not have it quite so bad.... 

I will give unto others, 
myself.
I relay to honor the ones who gave their bodies to help others
 even when it may not have helped themselves,

 I 
Relay 
for

Relay 
For 


This year my goal is $5000
I am a long way from it.
Please make a donation,
HERE!
Help me save lives.
Please share this post, 
the link to my page, 
anything.

how i will get thru...

This is what gets me thru the hard spots...
this gives me motivation 
to work my ass even harder.
I am 
MORE THAN A NUMBER

Monday, January 30, 2012

weigh in...

Ok... 
here they are.. 
kinda disappointed:(

Weight: 180.5lbs
 Bust:     44''
 Waist:   39''
 Hips:    41.5"
Thighs:  22''
Arms:   11''

totals:)
-4.5 lbs
total inches lost :
 8.5"

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

the REVELATION!!!

Laying in bed this morning i had an 
AMAZING REVELATION...

I've done this before, 
I WILL DO IT AGAIN!

this is me in the end of  summer  2006,
at my thinnest.
In this photo i was 129lbs
down from 
the
200lbs
 I started at in September of 2005..



this is MY ASS in a size 6!! 
5 months after I Started kicking my own ass to lose weight.

See ive done it. 

I WILL DO IT AGAIN! 




Monday, January 23, 2012

I'm gonna be fat forever

I am having a Fuckin hard time. All I want to do is sleep. I've worked out 10 out of the last 15 days, my food intake has been awesome, but I haven't lost a thing. I'm so so discouraged. I feel like I'm gonna be fat forever:(